Ya Allah..
If this has been your plan to make me a stronger girl, then please give me the strength. I am so hurt, ya Allah. I do not wish to be a girl who seem so 'desperate' but i have never felt the importance of this. I had let go all of my ego just not to losing him.
Ya Allah..
You have given me him, ya Allah. I am glad for the beautiful 10 months that i have with him. But ya Allah, how deeply my love for him is like forever. I trully love him & I have build my dreams upon him for my future.
Sayang.. i have thousand and one stuff of plans.
Of our future.. Of you and me..
p/s : I always get jealous uncontrolly, just because i'm afraid of losing you sayang <3 im begging..
please understand..